I was feeling really sad and anxious today, we went to
London, it was alright. The city is always busy and it makes me quite angry
when I have to go there. We quickly dealt with things today, had lunch at McDonalds
and come back home. My hubby mentioned that I haven’t talked much recently, indeed
I want to say something but I just feel bloody powerless. Like I try to make an
effort to talk and there is nothing coming out of my mouth. I have gone
shopping, I wanted to buy a dress for a wedding in May. I went to one of the
stores and there was no dresses in my size at all. So angry at myself I was
going to buy some groceries and went to BHS and found a dress! Really pretty dress in dusty pink. It’s ideal it slim me visually, which is great. This made
me feel positive today, but people are making me so angry, I feel like pulling
my hair out and scream. I feel tired and unhappy, I think sometimes that I don’t
live it’s like I’m in a fishbowl – isolated from outside life. People on the streets makes me agitated and frustrated, they rush, the children are not well behaved, parents not taking a responsibilities for their children. Just so frustrating.
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