I'm sorry there is always something bad to write about, those who read my bits, know . I'm annoyed now, my hubby is talking with my mother on skype and she is so fucking annoying, she must be right always. She laughs in your face , ignorant and abusive in her words. She makes me so upset, as I can not say anything, I want but I can't I'm just unable to. It makes me so upset, arrrr, I want to shout and scream , from the anger. She is so annoying!!!!! Fuck, fuck, fuck, arrrr!!!!

hate love

Dear blog diary, hate and love, black and white, pron and cons.

I hate ignorance , when people judge others by any reason , when they bully and harass others, I hate my coworker - Denize. I hate human traffic on the streets, shopping sales, and my fat ass, people pushing around, judgmental looks and rude bus drivers. I hate hypocrites and arrogant people, my nails as they are so week, the constant need of cleaning, misunderstanding, child abuse, ads on tv about 3rd world poverty, my bad dreams, heartburn, my headaches, my mother, animal abuse, killing animals for fur and bones and other trophies. I hate my skin and the sun just because I'm allergic to it, anxiety, sadness, thoughts, anger, pain, my company. I hate moaners and liars, getting drunk, any types of drugs, tiredness, my work, management at my workplace, government, my husband when he is anxious or angry because of some silly reason. I hate when my husband is arguing or shouting at our LO , mess at home, laziness.

I love my son, husband, chocolate, ice cream,  body butter, cheesecake, Chinese and Thai food, Jerry Springer show, Comedies and horrors. I love sex and sleep, make up, learning, developing. I love smart and kind people, motivation, wolf, sky, sun, water, food, my pet ferret, my dad and brother. I love to spend money on different not useful things,  I love to be busy, I love to be loved. Many things I love but I think there is more that I hate.

xoxo