today

I felt well today, no rushing thoughts and I actually can cope with my anger more. I manage to keep up my mood and stay motivated. Yesterday at work I was all bubbly, like before I had my breakdown. It felt nice, it felt like I'm coming back from deep, down, dark place into nice, warm, sunny place. It is nice to feel better, I can't say that I'm happy but I feel way better.
 It is going well then, the perspective of moving to the other store makes me feel like I don't care I do at work whatever they want me to do. I think It takes so much of my power and abilities to do that, as sometimes I feel so hurt , but I would shut my mouth and do whatever needs to be done. I feel so brave. I'm trying to lose some weight, nothing is going down at the moment, but lets see with the time if the scale will go down. I hope it will.
 So it is all alright at the moment, to work tomorrow, maybe as my baby had a fever today so he might not be well tomorrow so I'm planning to take him to the doctor. Let see.
xoxo