Why am I so tired , my mind feels organised and in place jut my body doesn't follow as it should. I feel phisically exhausted my breathing is deep and heavy, I bing recently so much and then I am trowing all up,  Such a waist of food and money, I try to convince myself to stock with the diet, but I am failing big time . Every time I tey to start dieting there is chocolate near me or any other sweets on which I binge. Then the guilt of fail and worry that I will gain more weight, and then I feel like I have to brought it all up. Flush the water and use the air refreshener for others not to scent the odour of sick. I feel bad , bad because I waist ao much money. Recently I again started to shop spend the money I havent got. I am broke, and this isnthe worse thing ever ro feel broke , not having emough money and have the urgency of buying useless things. I AM JUST TIRED.
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