past 3 weeks

I have been here all the time, I just didn't had a power to write. Few things happened during that time. My parents came over to visit, my dad left on sunday my mother is staying longer . O well I have a bit of time to myself then. I had signed up with the local gym, and I will be trying to get there at least 4 days a week. I hope I could stick to it well. I had an argument at work and I left my workplace unauthorised , but I felt belittled and so small , I had to leave. I cut my hair very short , and I called counselling service - to arrange the assessment. I feel tired and upset but on the other hand I am motivated , but hell I binge so much and I am so tired of all that . Sad , huh