Saturday 28 April 2012

now

I am lost, and sad, and angry and anxious and annoyed, it's raining, I'm bored and tired and sleepy and I have a heartburn and want a smoke, and light headache. I'm miserable and fed up with life and work and hating the feelings I have, and considering that, one day I possibly could rid of that mood swings, aggression and sadness makes  me feel like I will lose a part of who I am and I will miss that old me. But I want to feel happy and not worry, I want to be free of worries and stop thinking of the worst.
I just want to survive and be the best I can for my son and hubby, and have a better fulfilling life, is that too much to ask?

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