Different

When I woke up today I frlt energised, in mood to move mountains. I had controlled my eating through the whole morning, and I even baked some croissants and a puff pasty dough , and made a nice custard cream to put in the pastry. I have made ampail of nice sweetmpancakes and I felt so happy. I realised that it is very hard for me to concentrate as I started to read about BPD , and then I realised I again think about compleatly different things while reading , so evrything I read justnwent out of my mind, well that's common.
I feel happy well kind of now, as I started to realise that it is another stage of ME. I would want to feel that way all the time, without a brake .
Xoxo

first interview

I had my interview today and it was brilliant. I didn't smile and laughed like that for ages, the interviewers made me very comfortable and I enjoyed the experience. It was a very nice atmosphere and one of the interviewers showed to me the place when I would work if I would get the job. I mentioned earlier that I have two interviews, one I had today and the other one is sheduled for tomorrow. I even was able to meet a manager who will be interviewing me tomorrow, which is a good sign, I think. It made my day, now just to wait for a feedback and the second interview tomorrow. Lets hope,  I will get the job !

Wish me luck xoxo