I woke up in a good mood, went to work in a good mood, then a bit of time passed by and I got really frustrated. I was so angry at some point that I wanted to go to the toilet and just cut and cut and cut. I haven't done it , good, but it was so scary to even think about it. Because whatever I think of I will have a clear picture of the actual situation, well so that was frightening.
I am knocked and I am awake at 5.30 am on sunday. Seriously, there must be something really wrong with me , I went to bed at 1.30am after 12 hour shift and I woke up around 4.30 am. So that's not a good sign.
xoxo
